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Hi! I just got back from school, and i feel tired. This is the last week of February, it feels so long compared to January. So anyway, Have you ever fallen in love with someone that you know you can't be with? Like after you realized that you've developed feelings for him, you automaticaly say "oh shit!". Yep, that happens to me right now, right at this time. You know the feelings of hoping that one day, he will notice you. Like completely notice you! Not only that he know you have something to him, but actually asking you by person. Well, that won't happen to me at all i know that. This is the same guy that i've been longing for. almost 4 months? I know it's a short amount of time, but i've been his friend since 2nd grade of high school. So i've been close with him for almost one year. I know he doesn't like me, i can tell right from his eyes. The worst thing is, today i saw something that i supposed not to see. I always say to myself

Hi everyone! Happy Valentine's day! I know it's late but i though why not? For those who celebrated the Valentine's day, i hope you and your SO will stay lovey-dovey everyday! And those who didn't, it's okay! I myself didn't celebrate Valentine's day too because i don't mind that day. But i did get a bouquet and a chocolate bar. I do know who sent me that, i even got it last year. I don't know why he gave me those, but i'm quite thankful! I never got anything sweet like that, so i'm impressed someone actually sends me something like that. I got a bouquet of blue roses and baby's breath flowers. It's a rare and expensive one, so i'm happy to get something like that. I wish that i could post the picture, but my phone is on service, and i can't snap any photos. So anyway, talking about Valentine. Valentine in some of the religions is harmed and something that you can't celebrate. In my country, most of the people do ce